So, I thought I should probably post a master list of all of my fics and drabbles. Yeah, I know I already have a tab dedicated to them, but having a neat list of them all here, on my main page, might make it easier for people to find them.
Also, here’s my Archive Of Our Own Page.
So here you go:
Anonymous asked:
Hope you're doing well. 💜
Aw thank you! I really appreciate it!
I’m doing better, still grieving, still legitimately traumatised from watching my dad die right in front of me (something no one deserves to experience, death is not at all like what’s shown in movies, especially its immediate aftermath) but I’ve been keeping myself pretty busy doing all the things I’ve been putting off while helping my mum care for my dad. I’m especially busy atm clearing up both his bedroom and mine, in preparation for completely renovating them.
It’s been hardest for my mum, though, as she’s lost her husband of over 42 years. The grief we both feel is honestly too deep to truly fathom, so we try our best to not think about it and focus on the present and working towards a better future for us.
One thing that really surprised me is how my dad’s passing is such a big deal to me that I can’t escape it even in my dreams. Whenever my dad appears in my dreams, I soon remember that he’s gone and realise that I must be dreaming, so I then proceed to just stare at him, knowing all too well that this is the only way I can ever see him again. I guess there are some truths that you just can’t escape from.
Still, life goes on for those of us left behind, and my family and I are learning to continue forward despite our loss. I’ve even started writing again, if only a little, so I hope that I’ll soon get back to creating again. Daddy-daughter content is impossible for me though, and will be for a while, but there are other types of stories which continue to inspire me.
Thank you to everyone who’s given me their well wishes, it really warms my heart to know people care. Whether we’re friends or strangers, I’m grateful to each and every one of you kind souls (❁´◡`❁)
R.I.P Dad
I love you
I’ll miss you
Aka for the past few days I've done nothing but download pictures of him.
Since the last game I played is Shield, it'd be cool if Sunny moved from Galar to Paldea. Since Nemona herself did say that we were "that girl that moved to the house down the road".
I also just recently remembered about this Applin thing and I had to draw it.
(This system is perfect for getting things done, I accomplish a task, I draw as a reward yass.)
Nurse Miriam is cool too btw
When i knit or embroider, i relax so much that i forget everything else…😅
